So I was in movement and I got up to stand still for a minute or however long it was, and at first I was like, "oh this isn't so bad" then after about ten seconds I was wishing I had better posture because every time I breathed it made me sway. And I'd feel myself start to fall over and the only thing I could think of to do was tighten my knees, then I thought, "oh crap, they just saw my knees tighten" and then I could feel like every tiny move I made and I could see the girl next to me swaying and then I'd start to sway. So I tried looking at the clock and I could feel my head tilting a little bit, and I didn't dare move it back. And I started thinking, "don't move, don't move" and the more I thought about staying still the harder it was not to move. So I went to my happy place and started singing Two Gallants' songs in my head. That helped a little because I wasn't worried about it but then I thought, oh crap, I'm spacing off. And then it was over.
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